Time to catch you up.
I took the day off today. I just didn't feel like going to work. It's good that I didn't go too, as I got a call from the psychologist's office and they had a cancellation so I am set to go there today at 3.
I went to the doctor yesterday, my PCP. She referred me to the above psychologist. She wants me to take some anti-depressents, although I am really not sure. It's a long commitment - 6 months to a year -- and there are sexual side effects. I really don't think I need to go that far. I just need a little pick me up, as my good days are good, but sometimes I just feel sad, ya know? She told me that yes, my anxiety and sadness is caused by a number of reasons, alot of changes going on. She's pretty nice and I'll see what this psychologist has to say today and make the anti-depressant decision from there.
I'm watching Ric Flair and Terry Funk beat the shit out of each other at Clash of the Champions IX from Troy, NY, in their infamous 'I Quit' match. Good stuff.
Oh -- good news! My dad got a transfer! He was really hating the position he was in and got the word yesterday he is getting moved out of it, and he is guaranteed to be in this better position for at least a year. The bonus on top of that is all the overtime he could handle! I am so happy for him and my mom as that will make my dad happier and more money coming in. Bless my parents heart, I love them so much and worry about them alot. They both go through so much and I actually sometimes feel guilty when I dump on them about my problems.
How bout those Bums? 8 goals last night! Like I said, they're going to be better than a lot of people thought, I guarantee it. There's a lot of talent there.
Let's see, what else is going on? Saturday is Gina's birthday party so me and Julia are going to toysrus on friday to get her a gift, and then to the treehouse McDonalds .... Marilyn emailed me, asking me if I got her previous email (which I did not (in other words, she didn't send it) and told me she would still like to go to the game with me if I so choose. I think I am going to take her to the game, as I'd like to fuck her so fucking hard one last time, to give her something to remember when I'm gone .... I'm actually thinking about asking Tina about my website. I don't know how it would go over so I'm being cautious and really thinking about that one .... I talked to TerriiLynn last night. Geez, she really shows an interest in me, I think it turns her on that I am older ;) She asked me about my trip again, and I told her that Thursday is the Bums game and Friday is the big Halloween party). I'm not going to give her anything concrete as if I head to NPR on Saturday to hang with Roy and Ric, then chances are I am going to see her anyway .... tanning and working out are on my list for this evening after doing wash and cleaning this morning.....
I hope you all have a good day :)
