All right, I'm pretty tired but I'd thought I'd give you all a rapid-fire update on what's going on. Here we go.
Julia and I went to the pumpkin patch yesterday! It was tremendous and we got a daddy pumpkin, a little kid pumpkin, and a baby pumpkin. We had a lot of fun and my plan is not to carve them, but to wash them and we will draw on them tomorrow. She'll be spending the night and I truly cannot wait. Steph gave me Julia's school pictures and my god, they are incredible. The kid could be on the cover of a magazine, I swear. I'm going to scan them and make extra prints and send them up to my mom.
I have decided to ditch the meds. My body simply cannot handle them they have made me sick and made me feel worse mentally. I did not take them today and had a much better day. My body, my choice.
The Philadelphia Flyers are a damn good hockey team. I cannot wait to see them next week.
I spoke with Marilyn today. She called me after her appt for her biopsy on her cervix. She is very scared as it possibly might have an effect on her having children. My heart goes out to her, it really does. She just seemed so scared and sad. She told me today she really doesn't know what to do about her life. I know that she has to figure that out all for herself. I told her today that there are SO many things I wish I could change. How very true. She wants me to come, she doesn't want me to come, I don't know. Oh, and like an ass, I told her about this blog. Not the address, but just that it exists. So Marilyn, if you're reading this, Hi! (waving hand) Don't worry friends, it will not stop me from being completely honest about everything here :)
Kid Nation is such a damn good show.
"Helplessly Hoping" by Crosby, Stills and Nash is one of my favorite songs. Teared me up today. They are 1 person, they are too alone, they are 3 together, they are for each other. Brilliant and amazing.
I'm going to be Quagmire for Brian's Halloween party. Giggity giggity! And my friend Brad is going to be a flasher -- with a paper towel dispenser as a boner. Hysterical!
TerriLynn called me last night. She keeps pressing me about if I am going to see her on Saturday. I told her that I don't know, that my plans are up in the air. She said she really wants to see me. I still don't know what I am going to do, but I gotta tell you all that it is sure nice to be wanted. I don't get that alot, and really never did.
I can't believe Amanda is 36! No way! I actually lost an age bet! So I guess I have to take her out to lunch now. :) She is adorable and told me that Julia is so beautiful and so precious. We talked alot about her background and her parents' divorce which was very hard and she put me over bigtime for being such a good dad. She's from Tampa too, I couldn't believe it.
Speaking of adorable, Mary is so damn cute. She showed me the darkroom today in the photo lab and I kinda got the impression that she wanted me to grab her and start making out with her right there. :) I catch her looking at me alot which I don't mind one bit. :) And that hair, what a pretty girl. Me, her and Lori, who I also saw today and look quite cute, are going to hang out on Saturday.
I've been noticing girls checking me out more. Am I a good catch or something? :)
Fuckin' Wasabi's pissed me off so damn bad, 40 minutes to wait for lunch. They knew I was pissed. Jon and Shannon got and ate their entire sushi and I was still sitting there. I was BOILING.
Is you is or is you ain't my baby?! :)
Good night all!
