Good morning all! Happy Friday!
So let's see .... what is going on?
Julia spent the night last night and we had such a great time. We washed and drew faces on the pumpkins because there was no way I was carving them, no way. We played and did some letters afterwards and then played in her room, and before I knew it, it was time for bed. She slept great, woke up so nice and peaceful and greeted me with a huge good morning hug which damn near melted my heart and made me feel so damn good. I got her dressed, we had waffles, played a little bit, I combed her hair and washed her face, and out the door we went. Such a good little kid she is, so funny, and just a pleasure to be around. Bless her angelic little heart. She just makes me feel so good. Like yesterday, for example, I was a bit down for a little while, for unknown reasons, and just comes into the kitchen and looks at me and goes 'Daddy, you are SOOOOOO handsome!" Made me smile so huge and just brought me right back up. They say that the first person a little girl falls in love with is her father. I certainly feel that, and it makes me feel like I am the king of the world. The king of the fucking world.
I'm glad it's Friday. Work has slowed down a bit which is good and I am just taking one thing at a time. I'll probably be heading up to Brittania tonight, and then tomorrow hanging with Lori (hot) and Mary (hot) in the afternoon to watch the PSU game, then out with Tina and Ali to the Seafood festival at night. Sunday is devoted to cleaning: myself, the house, the car. I wanna get all that stuff done before the Eagles game at 1 which I'll go watch up at Beef's. Should be a good weekend, and next weekend should be even better. I thought about going to the beach tomorrow morning for some sun but it doesn't look like that is going to happen as it has been raining nonstop since last night. I don't mind, we need it and it keeps the temps down.
Talked to Dale last night and he is doing good. He is back from his honeymoon and I'll see him and the new office next week. He even offered me a place to stay. Plus, he's gonna pay the man which is tremendous.
I thought The Office was great last night. I know they are having problems with the hour format, and it shows sometimes, but I really like the character development they have shown so far. Excellent work with Michael last night, as well as Pam and Jim. Pam and Jim, especially after last night's episode, strike me as such a genuine couple. The smile and expression on Pam's face after Jim kissed her was just one of pure love and happiness. Great great job, and I'll be watching the episode again soon.
Ya know who is a good hockey team? The Philadelphia Flyers. We improved to 5-1 after beating the Devils last night 4-0. They didn't play very well AT ALL, but goddamn, still getting the shutout? Tremendous! Cannot WAIT to see them next week! Go BUMS!
Ya know, I know they are people and have had tough times and shit, but my God do the homeless people around here aggravate me. Every single time -- EVERY single time -- I see one, they always stop me and ask for money or a smoke. I know, I know, it doesn't sound very nice, but I am sorry. It's become quite the aggravation and I'm pretty tired of it. This happens on a constant basis.
Marilyn? Well..... I'm getting pretty tired of her immature act. She said some terrible things about TerriLynn yesterday, and then began to give me the runaround about wanting to see me and go to the game. It's just all so ... childish and annoying. I could care less what she does, really, with her boyfriend Paul. In the grand scheme of things, ya know, in life, all I know is that no matter what happens, that girl will never have anyone in her entire lifetime that will love her more than I did, will fuck her better than I did, or would be a better father than I would. If she wants to drink and smoke and party her way through life (and believe me, she's on her way, ala Kirsten), then that's her choice. I guess I really just don't care too much anymore as she needs to wake the fuck up. Her inability to make any kind of concrete decision has costed her so much in the life, and she doesn't even know it. The byproduct of that is the ordeal in which her actions never matched her words. She broke the heart of the two people in this world that loved her the most, and I am absolutely positive that it will happen again, going for the hat trick (watch out Paul!). But the ironic thing is, that after all her heartbreaking, is that when she finally does find all she is 'looking for' (whatever the fuck that may be), it will blow up in her face. It's called karma, and that girl is walking around with such a huge bag of it over her head just waiting to explode. We'll see about this game on Thursday and just go from there. If she doesn't want to go, then just forget it. As mentioned before, her loss, and a grave one at that.
I think that's about it. Man do I love this blog. Feels so good to write down my feelings and share them with you all. Thanks. :)
"I don't need to be the king of the world, as long as I'm a hero to this little girl! Heaven isn't too far away! Closer to it every day!" 80's hair metal rules! :)
