Damn, I feel terrible.
It doesn't look like my grandpa is going to make it. He has his last rites administered to him last night and my dad was there all night. He is just suffering so much and things are very bleak to say the least. My grandpa led a pretty good life, but it is my dad who I am so worried about. I mean, this is NOT good for a man with so much other shit going on right now with his family. I mean, Christ, one kid has MS and he is watching him deteriorate right before his very eyes, his other kid just found out he is getting deployed to Afghanistan. I mean, seriously, what the fuck? My dad is a very emotional person as well and this is just a lot to deal with at this time for him. Christ the thought of losing him scares me so much, so I have to take it upon myself to make sure that I help him through this the very best I can. Yeah, I'm wiggin' out a little bit, can you tell?
I know I have a lot to update, but I just can't get into any of that right now.
Have a good day and please keep my dear ol grandpa and my family in your prayers. Thanks. :)
