Well, I'm feeling a bit better, but nowhere near 100%. I'm still pretty out there and my boss told me to go home if I feel like it, but I think I am going to stick it out. I've already done quite a bit today so the rest of the day should be a breeze. Besides, I'm a warrior.
Yesterday, well, lol, not a fun day. I barely had energy to do anything. I was even supposed to go see my psychologist and completely forgot and she called me. Oops. Although my energy level hasn't improved very much today, I'm hanging in there. Thanks for all the 'get better' wishes. It seems many more people read this blog than I thought. Oh, and Amy, YOU rock! ;)
Speaking of that, Lori is such a sweetheart. She emailed me and called me yesterday to check up on me to see how I was doing. She even offered to make me chicken soup! What a cutie she is and I hope to hang out with her sometime this weekend for the big Penn State game. Yeah, even if they win, it doesn't look like they are going to a Florida bowl game. :( I may just ditch that trip entirely, even though I have already taken the days off for it. Speaking of Florida, TerriLynn called me as well to make sure I was doing OK, although I really don't remember too much of what was said, lol. I still don't know if I am going to see her or not for the big Reunion show trip, which is only 2 weeks from tomorrow. Sure, it would be nice to have sex and all, but who knows.
I miss my kid. :( I absolutely hated calling my exwife yesterday to tell her I couldn't pick Julia up. There was just no way. I cannot wait to see my Mouse this weekend for a lot of fun at 'The Silly House'. There's a big children's book festival this weekend so that is our plan for Saturday. Maybe the book fair in the morning and the PSU game in the afternoon. Sounds good to me, but I better feel better!
My brother with MS is not doing very well. The job search has stalled a little bit and my mom is beginning to worry about him as far as mental makeup. He has been stating that 'maybe I'm never going to get a job' or 'who the hell is going to hire me?'. He is REALLY down on himself and that is just not good at all. My mom puts on a brave face to him but of course it is tearing her up inside. That's the fuckin SHITS right there, let me tell ya. I wish there was something I could do, as it weighs on my mind alot more than it should.
Let's see what else is going on ...... it's the last week of the quarter so it's been kinda busy around here at work, but nothing I can't handle ..... Angelina emailed me and never did get my email (thanks, technology), so all is forgiven and we are on for a Friday lunch date, which should be VERY interesting ..... The Philadelphia Flyers are unbeaten at home this year and are stomping mudholes everywhere they go ..... Sara from Connecticut is just downright gorgeous and incredibly sexy, and we have made some initial plans to meet when I go home in December, as Bristol is only a few short hours away. This girl's face is just downright angelic, I absolutely LOVE her look, and she is just a wonderful person, very classy and mature. But FUCK! Connecticut? Come on karma, where's the one like this from down the street? .... damn, I'm sweating my ass off in here .... I know this won't make any sense, but after thinking about it yesterday, goddamn, do I feel sorry for one Johnny Dugan (real name). I REALLY do. BUT - you should have grew a spine years ago, my friend. If we ever see each other again, I promise I won't rip your arms off and feed them to you, ok? You have been certainly been through enough, and are wayyyyy too good of a guy to have dealt with THAT for so many years. You deserve so much more, but then again, I cannot understand for the life of me why you didn't break it off sooner. Yeah, I loved her too, but Jesus Christ man, have some respect for yourself, because you'll never get it from her (and don't worry, neither did I) ..... the Veteran's Day parade here was kickass and I'm so glad I left work to do it (shhhhhhhhh!) .... I have seen so many lovely ladies in their gorgeous boots it has been sick! I should have asked Natalie for her phone number on Monday, now that I think about it. DOH! I haven't spoken to Cameron recently but I think I am going to set that photo shoot up for the Saturday after Thanksgiving. THAT will be a lot of fun. :)
I think that's about it. Remember everyone: There is a place you can touch a woman that will drive her crazy. Her heart. But make sure she has one first.
